Up until now, a lot of questions are still passing into my mind. Asking myself about my sole existence in this world. I have been thinking for few days about what will be a good business to venture myself in. I don't know and I don't know either when I will start but as for now, I need to plan everything so that the result will be good and beneficial. As years are adding to my age, I'm ready to lead my way to prosperity, at least when I have my own family, they could be proud of me and that I could also give what I have.
Things lately seem unstable, thinking about life, career, love, and future. Honestly, my life becomes shaky when career, love, and future are being talked about. On my career, it stills depends on me if I'll pursue my teaching profession or would give it up and follow with my chosen career at the moment. On my love, I don't want to say negative things or disappointments but whatever is the reason I love this person. In my future, who knows what's waiting for me on that stage but I'm excited to live my life on there, whether I will be encountering lots of problems or not. I do love myself that I can't stand seeing myself being on a deep shallow phase that couldn't think more for my sake.
But until one day, I grew tired of feeling pity when shitty things come into my way now and then. I couldn't even think of more positive ways to battle that horrible emotional thing within me. I am lost. Maybe this is God's one way of saying you need to rise and fight hindrance on your way to success. Learn to be strong and to be firm because you are the captain of your ship. No other person can help you first but only you. I know I am this type of person, and I know I need to come out of my shell of defense and grow if I wanted to move and to level up.
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